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Open with a prayer.
White palms lined entangled with mine.
You were the last thing pure.. Your smile awkward..
Perfection Obsession Obscured
Is there such a thing as ecstacy.. . Love: only a vision of golden sunbeams, glowering outside a musty window pane. Laughing wistfully in their glory at me.
The apathy that spreads through me warmly like a violent drug putting me to rest.
Eyes:flicker:dart open.
Get. away from me.
Don't look at me so closely. Don't tear down my defenses unintentionally.
Why don't these people leave me alone.
All those would-be lovers. Pour them down the drain, disposable.
I can't handle the weight. Writhing inside, i look content.
Just goes to show that a show shows nothing really.
Picking, strumming the strings quietly, dimming out the day.. . . humming silently.
There is nothing beyond this.
My eyes stare, blankly, receptive to all that i see, standing atop the hill.
The ocean field waves in the breeze. If only it could carry me. The consentual homicides that would ensue..
 and the beauty breaks your heart...

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in being alone i am nothing but at least
i am free........*
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